I shouldn't have done that

So, Mike has been out of town for a few days and I have been staying busy with Ansley but apparently not busy enough. I decided that I would figure out how many days until my sweet baby turns 1 which turned out to be 14 days exact...yikes! I didn't stop there, however, and decided to figure out how many days until I pop this little guy out. The result is very very scary for me...74 days...74 short days...74 very short days. Why do I feel like I just found out I was pregnant (well...that might be stretching it a little but you know what I mean)? I just can't believe how fast the time is approaching and I just know that I am going to turn around and I will be on my way to the hospital. 74 days is not a lot of time considering that would be the best case scenario. To think that it could be less than 74 days is just something I am not prepared to comprehend right now. I am trying to enjoy my time with Ansley that I have and to spend quality time with her.